My story....In the depths of despair, when my soul was broken and my spirit felt shattered, I found solace in an unexpected source - pit bulls. For decades, I battled with an eating disorder that consumed me both physically and emotionally. It seemed like there was no way out of the darkness that enveloped my life.
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But then came Tyson, my first pit bull companion. Little did I know that this gentle creature would become the catalyst for healing my wounded soul. Our connection went beyond words; it was a meeting of misunderstood souls that recognized each other through love rather than appearances. In the presence of Tyson, there was no judgment or criticism. He looked at me with eyes filled with unconditional love and acceptance. His pit kisses were not just physical gestures; they were symbols of pure affection and understanding.
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Through our bond, I learned that healing is not always found in traditional ways or expected places. It can come from unexpected sources - in this case, from a breed often misunderstood by society.
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In 2018, I experienced such a heartache when I said goodbye to Tyson, my faithful companion of 14 years. However, in the thickness of the grief, there was Saki, a rescue pit bull who had come into our lives two years prior. Tyson had fallen in love with her and taught her everything he knew. When he passed away, I felt lost and my soul disappeared. But Saki became my reason to continue on, I owed it to Tyson - she was truly a mama's girl who kissed away my tears and provided comfort when I needed it most. Slowly but surely, my soul began to heal. And then came Fred - another pit bull in need of saving who joined our little family. Together, Saki and Fred have been instrumental in helping me heal myself. They have become the heroes, Tyson’s heroes, that remind me there is always something to smile about. Their constant love, has helped me find the strength to continue to heal. Individuals with eating disorders face immense challenges in their journey towards recovery. And pit bulls understand firsthand the pain of being judged solely based on appearance. Yet, despite their struggles, they possess an incredible capacity for empathy and understanding. Pit bulls can serve as a powerful reminder that no matter what struggles we may face, there are beings out there who will love us unconditionally. They can comfort us during difficult times and help bring smiles back to our faces. Healing our souls.
Pit bulls have a remarkable ability to sense pain and offer comfort without judgment. They have an innate understanding of human emotions and possess an extraordinary capacity to heal wounded souls. As I continue on my journey towards recovery, I am forever grateful for the healing power of pit bulls in my life. They have taught me that true connection transcends appearances and that love knows no boundaries. May we all find solace in the presence of these incredible creatures who heal our souls with their unconditional love and remind us of the beauty within ourselves.
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Saki & Fred's story...On a beautiful warm sunny day in June 2021, our lives changed forever. Fred and Saki, my beloved pit bulls, were innocently playing in the driveway when a neighbor came walking through the woods. As most dogs would, they ran up to greet him, but the unthinkable happened – he opened fire, shooting Saki once in the neck and Fred three times, claiming they attacked him. Anyone who knows my two loves understands that this couldn't be further from the truth. He walked away like it was nothing, leaving my babies fighting for their lives.
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Saki was lucky, returning home that night with a through-and-through bullet wound in her neck, narrowly missing her spine. But Fred wasn't so fortunate. He was in critical care for four days, enduring three blood transfusions, a docked tail, open lung surgery, and now has a permanent limp – a testament to the resilience of this breed.
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To those who know me, my love for my dogs is absolute and unwavering. Tyson, my first pit bull, was a gift as puppy from a cherished loved one whom, I tragically lost a year later. For the next 14 years, Tyson and I faced life's challenges together. He was my constant companion, my hero, and despite the breed's unfair stigma, he showed me the true gentle nature of pit bulls. His breed, however, imposed countless restrictions on our journey, limitations I struggled to comprehend. How could anyone hate such a wonderful companion?
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When Saki entered our lives, I harbored doubts, fearing the disruption of the sacred bond I shared with Tyson in his twilight years. But he embraced her wholeheartedly, becoming her mentor and protector. His loss was one of the most devastating moments of my life, but in those 14 years together, I vowed to fight for pit bulls everywhere, to challenge the prejudices they face. Fred's arrival was unexpected, a blessing during my grief, and though initially hesitant, I could not turn away a soul who had already suffered so much. Saki embraced her role as his doting (if sometimes annoying) big sister, and their bond became unbreakable.
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As a pit bull mom, I live in a constant state of vigilance, my protective instincts heightened by the misunderstandings and dangers this breed faces. To the uninitiated, my fierce devotion seems excessive, but we pit bull owners know the truth – these are not vicious animals, but loving companions who have been tragically misunderstood.
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Since losing Tyson, Saki and Fred have taken up his mantle, steadfast companions through every struggle. Tyson's fighting spirit lives on in them, and I know he would not want me to falter in my commitment to their safety and the preservation of their breed. Fred reminds me of Tyson's old soul every day, while Saki stands ever-vigilant, their protector. On that fateful June day, a senseless act of violence shattered our peace, but it also strengthened my fight. We will not be cowed by ignorance or hatred. We will fight, as one family, to protect our beloved pit bulls and change the narrative surrounding this noble breed.
xxoo meg, saki, fred & and our angel above, tyson

